Chapter 30：Coldness

I wanted to speak to hiprivately, so I hinted that there were people around. He then instructed everyone to leave, leavin just the two of us.

我想单独和他说话，所以和他暗示了下周边有人，于是他示意所有人全部退下，只剩下了我和他两人了。

"Your Hihness, I''''ve co to apoloize."

“殿下，崔玉此次来是向殿下请罪的。”

"Oh? What have you done wron?"

“哦，你何罪之有？”

I iediately knelt and bowed head to hi sayin, "Soone deliberately arraned acquaintance with Your Hihness. There is soone who wants to rry into the Eastern Palace."

我马上跪到了地下，向他磕头道：“崔玉与殿下的相识相知都是有人刻意安排的，因为有人想要崔玉嫁入东宫。”

Havin finished words, I didn''''t hear a response. I knelt for a while, still unable to hear any sound. Left with no choice, I raised head, only to see a cold expression on his face. It was surprisin that such a warand entle person could show such an icy deanor.

我结束了自己的话语，可是却并不听见他的回答。跪了一段时间，仍然听不到任何声音。我只得抬起头来，看到的是一张冰冷的脸，这样一个温润如玉的人，居然也会有着这样的神色，这样冰冷的神色。

"Cui Yu, do you really dislike so ch that you would keep at ar''s lenth?" he asked.

“崔玉，你就这样地不喜欢孤，这样地拒孤于千里之外吗？”

Hearin this, I stood up. "Your Hihness, do you know I afrothe Cui faly?"

听到此话，我站起身来。“殿下可知我是崔家的人？”

He looked puzzled, and I continued, "The people of the Cui faly are unfeelin and do not value etions. Since childhood, we have learned how to sacrifice for our faly and protect it. Thus, I have always considered it duty to uard the Cui faly. Zhan Guoyin was once a person I used for this purpose."

他面露不解，我接着往下说：“崔家的人无情，也不讲感情，从小我们学习的是如何为家族牺牲，如何守护家族，所以我从小就以守护崔家为己任，张国英便是我曾经利用过的一个人。”

His face rew even colder.

他的脸色冰冷之色又深了几许。

"Your Hihness, soone like is not worthy of your kindness."

“所以殿下，我崔玉这样的人不值得殿下如此厚待。”

"Are you finished?" he asked.

“说完了？”

"I a"

“说完了”

"Then, you y leave." He seed exhausted.

“说完了就下去吧”他似乎是累了。

And so, I left. Frothen on, our relationship returned to how it was before, with no contact between us. We were like straners, never etin, inquirin, or hearin about each other.

而我也离开了，从此我们又像上次一样，不再和对方有联系，好像陌生人一样，不见面，不建议，不打听。

My life returned to its norl course.

我的人生又恢复了正常的轨迹。

Years ao, I foresaw Zhan Guoyin''''s inevitable defeat. Now, I can''''t help but feel that a crown prince like Liu Hao is dood to perish one day in the strule for power, perish at the hands of his loved ones.

当年我看出了张国英必败，现在我总觉得如刘昊这样的太子他日必亡，亡于争权夺利，亡于自己的手足之情。

All I wanted was to